Week Two Tuesday - Morning

Change.

It is scary.

It is hard.

We all want it, but sometimes it just feels impossible.

But it's coming.  I need it so bad.

The thing is, it's not the big things that I need to change.  It's not the outside things I need to change.

It's the thing that is happening right now.  I need to go to work.  I stayed up late.  I'm tired.  I have my excuse.  I should go shopping instead.  I should pop in to buy new school shirts.  I should do this.  I should do that.  I should do anything but my PhD work.

And when I get home and its time to workout and cook dinner.  I'm tired.  I'm sick.  I have my excuse.  Let's get take out instead.  I'll just watch this tv show first.  I don't have one of the ingredients.  The husband thinks it is too hard to cook from a recipe.  I'll do it tomorrow.

So today.. will I go to work and get my work done?  Will I come home and exercise and cook dinner?  Can I?  Will I?